The Prayer of a Wanderer
Abba, I am crying for I am in fear for your church in my land for it has wandered. Wandered away from Your guiding presence and Your laws that are the Light to our feet. It is not because You Abba have walked away from Your children it is us who have wandered. We have almost forgotten what is like to look into eyes of love that are always watching.
All we are the sheep that have gone astray. We have turned everyone to his own way. Now in these days there is no King in our church, our land, everyone is doing what is right in their own eyes. Our feet of our flesh call to us, I follow them, so I wander into emptiness. In my wandering I have become so empty consumed with self.
Abba , yes I am a prodigal; a child that has wandered to a far away land of selfishness and has forgotten Your way of selflessness. I the prodigal who has forgotten Your forgiveness and the ways I have been taught to forgive. I a prodigal who Has forgotten You Abba are Holy and I have been called to be Holy. I a prodigal that has forgotten You are Aggressive Perfect Love, and I should love as You love: Love my enemy, Love my neighbor as I love myself, Love God with all my heart, mind and soul. I a prodigal in all the many blessings I have taken for granted that has been poured out on me.
Before my Abba I now bow as I acknowledged all my wanderings, all I have forgotten, and all my sins. I plead with You my Abba to be restored to Your lowest of Your low servants. Yeshua I plead to let the restoration of Your Church, Your Bride, first begin in Your lowest servant, me.
I will now arise and begin my walk back to You my Abba. I can even now see my Abba running down the path to meet me. I see my Abba placing His robe of Forgiveness over my shoulders, a ring of Aggressive Love is being placed upon my finger, and a divine kiss of Abba’s limitless Grace has has been given to me Your Child.
Aggressive Love which loved me while I was yet a sinner. Aggressive Love so deeply powerful Yeshua chose to be nailed to a cross. Grace beyond limits and so abounding restoration of a child is guaranteed.
I thank-you Abba for Your Aggressive Love! I thank-you Abba for Your Grace you have given me! I thank-you Abba for this restoration that is guaranteed by Your Blood. I thank-you Yeshua for You are still my Abba Father! Most of all Abba I thank-you that I am still Your son!
Yeshua my Messiah my Abba, I love You!